I’ve just realized that my ideal future, hopes and dreams, or vision of success, is based off of graduating and getting my dream job. Now that I have my first every job, i’m starting to feel like working and making money is not the end all be all. There is so much more to hope for in this world. I have to make a new bucket list now. Having a job is exhausting actually. It’s something I’m doing to be able to buy whatever I want and help people. But it is most definitely not something I expect to make me truly happy. Its made me see that maybe I’ve not been using my time on earth wisely. What are good dreams to shoot for? I have no idea. This is all I have ever known as success. Graduate, get a job, start a family, get a dog, retire. I now know that having a job and making money is not going to fill me up/ be fulfilling. Reading my own thoughts over is quit sad knowing that this is all I’ve ever wanted. It’s kinda like one of those things where you think you want it so bad but when you get it, you don’t feel anything.
I feel like a lot of us fall pray to these basic ideals of success and dreams, but there’s much more out there than just this.
I’m ready to make new dreams….
Also before I go, I wanted to say i’m back momentarily. Just wanted to get this thought out really quick because it really through me off. I want to blog more often it’s just harder now that I have this job and school but I will try when I have a thought to let out for sure. Thank you for reading to the end and have a great day.
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