Hi everyone and I hope you are all having a happy new years. I thought I would create a post that I could look back on at the end of the year and see if my expectations were right. I don’t know if I should be doing this but I feel pretty confident that 2020 will be even better than 2019. 2019 was really good for me, I went into the year very excited for new beginnings and knowledge and for the most part that is what I got. This will be somewhat of a new years resolutions thing but in paragraph form.
This year I will be turning 21 and I’m really hoping that one of these days I will feel like I’m finally becoming an adult. I always think that if I just get a job finally–like I always put on my new years resolution every year– that ill finally feel some what independent and adultish. Maybe this will be the year. I am very dependent upon my parents for everything right now while I am in College. Which I really don’t like relying on others in that way especially when they expect you to do what they want in return.
School is hard and I hope that in this next coming year I won’t loss my motivation. I really just want to work hard because I feel like this time is so crucial. Although, I do really want to find a balance between working hard and enjoying life. I don’t really have friends right now. Since graduating high school in 2018 I’ve been having trouble with that. I’ve never really been good at making friends and I used 2019 to improve my communication skills, which in turn created a lot of acquaintances. That means I hope to build upon that in time during 2020. I really don’t mind not having a lot of friends right now, I realized that there’s no need to rush this and to enjoy my time with myself more. I developed a lot more self love with this time along. I don’t feel as lonely when I am alone.
In 2020 I want to be careful of who I let in my life. I want to be strong enough to release toxic people/ energy. In the past I have noticed toxic people in my life but because I didn’t want to hurt them, I kept them around. A big mistake that has had lasting affects on my development as a person. I just want to be a better person all together and to try to be the best I can be this year.
This isn’t the whole new year, new me thing like I always try to do. It’s more like new year, improved me or better me. I hope everyone’s 2020 is great too! Thanks for reading đ I got a little off track of what this blog was suppose to be but it’s okay LOL.
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